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Hmm...

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 05:23:31 GMT

Well... hmm... I'm just sittin here at home. It's been a very interesting couple of weeks. Two of my good friends got into a car accident on July 24th. Dan ended up with a broken collar bone and some stitches and a couple cracked ribs. And Jack... well let's just say Jack Danny Bennett.. you left our lives much too early and I miss you so much. I miss our late talks and I miss that gleaming smile of yours. I just miss you terribly... I can't wait to see you again. You knew exactly what to do to make me smile...and when our paths cross again... I'm gonna have a nice big bottle of Jack Daniels "whitkey" in my hands... and hopefully we can get that trophy of yours and have as much fun as before! You meant so much to so many people. And I love you so much. But anyways.. now that I'm done with that... before I start to cry again. Yes... bad couple of weeks. Don't know what's happening with school yet. Never know till it begins I guess. Gosh.. I'm not even sure what to write.. haha. Okay I'm gonna quit now...I love you all!

God Bless You ... and one more thing... WEAR YOUR SEATBELTS!

Love always, Courtney Jean

My new blog

Thu, 18 May 2006 06:10:32 GMT

I totally have been ignoring this thing forever. It just seems like I don't have alot of time for it anymore. I'm done with school and don't know if I'm gonna go back to Cavalier in the fall..so that sorta sucks. But I got diagnosed with depression... w00t.. well.. not really, the drugs suck ass. John just graduated and started at case. And we actually made it to our 2 year anniversary! I was so happy so that was cool. I broke my cell again so I have to get a new one. So that one should be here on Monday. That'll be sweet. Umm... other drama. I have bone cysts on my arm so they had to go in and take samples of my bone... that was scary. They had a huge needle that they pounded into my arm with a mallet... not funn. But i watched anyways. Still no news on that. Rolled my car in April. That was exciting. NOT! I was lucky, I only ended up with a few stitches and a fucked up rotator cuff. Hmm... Lets see what else is new. It's Genie's birthday on Friday yay! BEER! Random thought there huh? Quit my job at Pamida, boss was a bitch! But yea... so that's pretty much the exciting news in my life. A friend of mines dad got into a car accident last night and died so my prayers are with him and his family. God Bless You Shannon. But I think that's all that i really have to write for tonite.I should probably try and get some sleep... I odn't know how easy that's gonna be but I can always try. Alright G'nite.

Love always Courtney Jean

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 18:25:15 GMT

I'm so bored. I'm sittin' here in English and I'm supposed to be doing reseach... as we can see that's going well..ha... right. Study hall after this... thenn.... the long weekend! Teachers convention is the greatest! Four day weekends rock my world... wow how gay... haha. It's been a long day. I'm tired. I'm like practically like sitting here falling asleep. I'm bored. Yet again I say it... I should leave after this. Go home and sleep for a little bit. So yeah I just got bored and decided to go on here and type a little bit.

Love always... Courtney

CIAO!

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 18:59:04 GMT

1. What is your occupation? Thompsons and Pit Stop

>2. What color are your underwear? black

>3. What are you listening to? people talking in study hall

>4. What was the last thing you ate? an oatmeal thinger

>5. Do you wish on stars? shure do

>6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? pink

>7. How is the weather right now? sunny

>8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Lisa
>9. Do you like the person you copied this from? of course

>10. What is the last 4 digits in your phone number? cell 0722 home 4624

>11. Favorite drink? mountain dew or bud

>12. Favorite sport to watch? Basketball

>13. ever dyed your hair? yup i shure have

>14. Do you wear contacts or glasses? yuppers... both!

>15. Pets? elmo,rylee and newbie

>16. Favorite month? ummm summer anytime and october cuz my birthday!

17. Favorite food? chocolate

18. What was the last movie you watched? ummm...i have no idea

>19. What is your favorite day of the year? umm my birthday... or the day school gets out

20. What do you do to vent anger? yell.. slam things... get pissed and cry sometimes

>21. What childhood toy do you playwith? umm... none i don't believe

>22. Fall or Spring? spring

>23. Hugs or kisses? how could you choose between those?! they're great together

>24. Cherry or Blueberry? Cherry

>25. Do you have more than 5 friends? heck yes i do!

>26. Who is most likely to stay your friend? hopefully all of them

>27. how many of your friends will stay in your town you live in now? hmm like 3

>28. Living arrangements? with my mom and 3 doggies

>29. When was the last time you cried? last night

30. What is on the floor of your closet? ummm... nothing i dont think

>31. Who is the friend you have had the longest? katie

>32. What did you do last night? went to grand forks to pick up charity

>33. Favorite scent: Velocity (guys) Abercrombie and Fitch 8 for girls
>34. What inspires you? music and movies
>35. What are you afraid of? spiders, bugs in general..

36. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers? cheese.. but wouldn't it be a cheese burger

37. Favorite car? ummm... 1970 pontiac gto

>38. Favorite dog breed? beats me... as long as they're

39. Number of keys on your key ring? 4

>40. How many years at your current job? 1

>41. Favorite day of the week? friday, saturday

42. How many states have you lived in? 1
>43. How many cities have you lived in? 1
>44. How many countries have you lived in? 1
>45. Who do you like? John

46. How long have you liked them?well we've been together for a year and a half..

47. Do they like you back? haha i hope so

>48. What year do you graduate? 2008
>49. Have you ever drank? yeah right! me do that.. that just means i'd be taking after Speedy "bloop" Hogg

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 03:32:21 GMT

Hola. It's been like almost a month since I last updated... perdy sad. But that's alright. John's birthday was Monday. He's 19 now. Wow... it's so weird that he's 19 It'a just really hard to believe. I still get teased by him about me being so young... but that's why I always remind him that he's the old one. That's nice to have tho... he's definatelyalways there and is growing up. He may not see it be he's getting to act like an adult.... well sometimes ;). He's still a dork... but I love him. I'm ust sittin here talking about him ... that's really all I ever talk about. K... we'll stop... haha. Anni just got her license yesterday, everyone's been trying to get a ride from her. Imagine that... it suddenly is coming to me... I remember something like that happening to me... hmmm... crazy thought there! Ha... nice...other than that... still working. Get paid tomorrow... that's a good thing. I was gonna go to forks tomorrow but my mom wont let me. Maybe I'll see if John wants to go on Saturday or something. I'm bored... I need a life... I need to find a life... someday...

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Tue, 03 May 2005 14:36:32 GMT

Hola. Long time no talk. 15 days of hell left! Yes! Oh happy day right? Right... I can't wait for the shit to be over with. I hate school... well... at least right now I hate it. More than anything I hate it. I can't stand being here for more than one day at a time. It just annoys me. I can't believe that school is almost over though. It's crazy how fast that it's went by. Hmm... stufy hall is boring so far. Just got there and I'm already in the computer lab/Library. Gay stuff there hey. Finally got the car.. cool bean right? Cool beans.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 02:59:40 GMT

Heylo...

Everything is going to hell... I just dont fucking care anymore. I just dont want all the goddamn drama that i have to put up with. Everyone is getting to me. John is just I dunnoo... I really don't know. I try and talk to him and jit just doesn't work. School is stressing him out and it just fucking stresses me out and I don't know what to do about it. I can't fucking make it any better than it is and I want to try and help and i cant. Wow.... all I do is fucking complain these days... Don't know what to do with myself.... life sucks... it's just boring and gay and I'm in a fucking pissy mood. So yeah....

Monday, April 11, 2005

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 02:57:06 GMT

Heylo all....

Well nothing much going on in this neck of the woods. Just got home a lil bit ago. Genie and I went and saw the Ring 2. Wasn't scary... but explained alot about the first one. Then just went out and drove around and did the normal illegal shit. That's about all that happend today. Umm yesterday I went with Steph to GF and got some shit and she got her dress. God, it's fricken gorgeous! I love it. I looks amazing on her. Then came home and worked. Then John came up. Sounds just fun eh? Not really. I got a new job tho. I'm gonna work at Thompsons. That should be fun right? Let's fricken hope. Hmm... that's about all the news I got today. So next time I update lets hope I'm more fun right? TTFN...

Ciao!

Courtney Jean

Friday, March 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 20:11:09 GMT

God, I haven't posted in forver! Wow so yeah.. not too much been happening. Theresa is in the hospital in Forks... I feel just horrible for Katie and Jack. :'( But I love Theresa just like my own mom so she's in my prayers. I hope that everything will turn out all right. I'm just sittin around here being bored. Eating salad... exciting right? Don't know if John is gonna come home this weekend or not so I guess we'll have to see about that. I work tomorrow 4-6... weird ass shift. Oh well.. money! Money is good... very good. I don't really want to work tomorrow :'(, but it's gonna pay for shit. I finally told my dad off... hopefully it went through his brain now. I just don't even want him around. Everything was good but he wont help me with anything so you know what FUCK HIM! Wow.. glad I got that out. Valentines was good, I'm not shure if i mentioned that. John got me roses and then said he felt bad so the weekend after he bought me this cute shirt from American Eagle and chocolates, and get this a Dale Jr. poster. OOhh... and the Killers cd. I was like the happiest girl ever. I miss him. I hope that he does come home this weekend. Last weekend we almost broke up. fun... riight. Too many problems at that time and he got pissed and said that he never wanted to talk to me again. Well, I fricken freaked out. Imagine that! Oh well everything is good now, I think? So yeah... but I'm gonna get offline and eat some more. Ttyl

Love always, Courtney Jean

Friday, February 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 15:35:01 GMT

Hola. Just sittin here in Study Hall with Steph. Lala... going to Grafton tonite for the basketball. Funn stuff... can't wait. Should be fun. Annie is going with me and so is Katie i think. Yay! Hmm.. don't really have all that much to write... so... ttyl...

Love always.. Courtney Jean