Hola. It's been like almost a month since I last updated... perdy sad. But that's alright. John's birthday was Monday. He's 19 now. Wow... it's so weird that he's 19 It'a just really hard to believe. I still get teased by him about me being so young... but that's why I always remind him that he's the old one. That's nice to have tho... he's definatelyalways there and is growing up. He may not see it be he's getting to act like an adult.... well sometimes ;). He's still a dork... but I love him. I'm ust sittin here talking about him ... that's really all I ever talk about. K... we'll stop... haha. Anni just got her license yesterday, everyone's been trying to get a ride from her. Imagine that... it suddenly is coming to me... I remember something like that happening to me... hmmm... crazy thought there! Ha... nice...other than that... still working. Get paid tomorrow... that's a good thing. I was gonna go to forks tomorrow but my mom wont let me. Maybe I'll see if John wants to go on Saturday or something. I'm bored... I need a life... I need to find a life... someday...